SKY PARK! ;)
ytd was my virgin visit to the sky park!
i must say the view from the top is really really good.
pic taking is a must of course!
but i think its way too ex to charge $20 for VIEWING only.
lucky i got there FOC cause my friend booked a room there!
loveeeeeee the scenery down there;
i really had the urge to jump into the pool;
but i dont wanna end up to be in a bloody pool LMAO!

gotta say my fav boy really has grown up alrdy!
look at how big boy he is now!
and his cousin.....omg seriously cuteeeee.
ytd was a tiring day cause i had to grab RENEIL fast and smile!
he ran way too fast and super active! HAHAHA

miss the baby boy! hes too cute alrdy!
and his dad is a mixed chi cum filipino! weeheeeee.
oh btw,HAPPY ANNI TO ATE AND HER HUSBAND!
may you guys have a everlasting marriage!! ;)

can someone draw 10 smileys for me on a paper,
tell me that you'll stand by me;
and everything is gg to be okay soon?

yearning for the day when I can finally leave this home.

FILIAL PIETY?
no,i dont have any.because no matter how much ive done,none will be seen or felt by my mom.to her,she only have awesome sons but not daughter.then,why thought of giving birth to the 3rd child? or shes hoping for another son? idk why,im always the one putting the most efforts,the most ideas which the only aim is just to make my mom smile.but ended up im always the last she will only think of.last week,i cried so badly.all the expressions and tones ive gotten just simply showed how much she love that fucker dog.and also truly let me know that no matter how much ive done,i'll never be the one.i dont understand.....why bother so much for a son who dk live for what fuck when hes alrdy 28 this yr?!? actually my mom knows whose the one who really cares and put effort,but still,the fault is on me when ive done nth wrong?! wtf wrong am i in? i rem i saved damn hard for 3 months for this laptop and paid every cent alone for it,so now i dont wanna let him use,my fault? i must have permission from the whole family before i can decide what to do with it? is that expression and harsh tone a need from you,mom? instead of doing all these to me,save it on your son.so realistic ah? after mother's day surprise,i seen a total change in you.in your eyes,you only have one fucking useless son.now ive learnt,not only your friends will be realistic,your family will too.now,i still have to bear with the fact that i have to share a towel with a fucking stranger? WHAT A JOKE.where have all the justice gone to?! i dont understand,a single bit from you mom.go ahead la,its okay.its okay if we dont talk at all,i'll just fucking do my part as a daughter to give $55o monthly allowance to you,thats all!!!!!! a home is not a home when all your loved ones are gone.i used to have a happy family where all my friends will envy me,i used to have 2 doting brothers when we can sit down and chat through the night,i used to have the most lame family chats during tv session.I USED TO HAVE ALL THESE.now,if ive the capability to,i'll leave home.

已经碎成太多块,要怎么拼凑跟重来?

sometimes its not only the bad memories,
thats making you sad;
but also the best ones which you know...
which will never happen for the second time.

just like you and me.

HAPPY MAMA'S DAY! ;)
got mom flowers,pillow,and a strong shoes by me and bro! to add on,i wrote a card for her! as i was reading it,i felt as if im LI BAI.hahahahaha!! way too sweet alrdy la.who wanna be my mom? cause im born to be a sugar? MUHAHAHA!! had a hard time surprising my mom sia.knowing that dad could never be part of my plan cause he nearly exposed me with his loud voice! lucky i ask him to shut up! HAHAHA! i had to take the pillow follow by the flower one by one and ran to mom's room! i hid it under her blanket just in time! after 10min,she went in to watch tv and when she fliped over her blanket,TADAHHHH! my mom whole night chio mi mi sio HAHAHAHA
i know you feel v sad like your friends always ask "eh your daughter not study anymore? my daughter is in uni now" then followed by "my daughter finished her degree and now earning 2k plus monthly and shes giving me 300" BUT GUESS WHAT? though im only earning 1k plus but im giving my mom 550 per month.i know this could be unbelievable to some of you all but its true.my conscience is clear! what im trying to say is that mom,im sorry that im not those study type and couldent do you any proud other than a crap mdis diploma.but i dare to say im willing to give you more than your friends' daughters.so what if they are earning 2k plus when they are not willing to give? i promise,the higher i go,the more i'll give ;) you have my word that i will be filial to you as long as i liveeeee.im thankful to always have you by my side throughout this 20yrs.mom,i love you more than words <3

HAPPY ADVANCED BDAY K. ;)

had an advanced celebration for khrys tdy! went for jap buffet again,this time round we really ordered small portion bit by bit! we learnt our lesson the previous time alrdy esp kyt! but still,what we ordered the most was still salmon! HAHAHA.this time round wasnt really shiok cause i guess we didnt ordered as much as the previous time! jo and wx seriously cannot go for buffet one lo! waste $$!! HAHAHAHA.after that headed for The Lost Bladesman.jo and khrys dozed off which means? NOT VERY NICE LA.HAHAHAHA sian sia idk why some movies which ppl mentioned with the word "awesome" isnt as awesome leh? after which,we headed back to ubi for our sabotage!!

the sabotage consisted of : strawberry jam,flour,water,HL choc milk,egg,water,F&N grape,ketchup! HAHAHAHA!! WA I SWEAR SHE STINKED LOR JUST NOW!! my first pack hit her but fell onto the floor?! -.- jun SHIOK lor threw one egg and hit her back! HAHAHAHA.okayz this was the best part.K ran and disappeared in the middle of nowhere.so the 5 of us were searching for her from this blk to another blk,then yt saw her and we ran but she disappeared again.then yt looked up,while searching for her one uncle from the opp blk on 3rd floor told yt that K hid on 2nd floor on the same blk as us! HAHAHAHAHA then we chiong up and fetched her back to BC AND PIAK! ALL THE SABOTAGE BEGAN! while walking back to bc,K shouted "臭uncle，你给我记住!!" HAHAHAHAH.cannot dulan one hor! BDAY MA! i also kena F&N GRAPE FROM YOUR BACKSTAB!! hope you did enjoyed babe cause we did! wahahha.happy bathing ltrzzzzzz.and oh btw,how was the fall just now? pain? HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

A LEOPARD,

will never change its spots.

just wtf have you achieve in this 27 years of your life? if i can,i'll fucking give a tight slap on your FUCKING face.

EGO OR US?

just a week ago,sth bad happened to our friendship.it got quite bad then all the disappointments filled the whole of my mind.when tears dropped,i was thinking to myself "this friend is impt to me,that is why its affecting me this much now" its painful cause i gotta undergo the same kind of crap again...idk if i shld feel sad? angry? or rather numbed? but what i know is that even though i might not show within this silence period,i still care alot.its just that i dont have the strength to fight anymore,im just so so drained out.but deep inside,siew you do stand a big space ;)your sudden presence totally made my day ytd! and this shows that our friendship is still gg strong even with quarrels or arguements.

siew: "i thought to myself,ego is more impt or friendship? i guess you know the ans now."

yep,actually all along we do know the ans and now it proven all ;) thankyou cause you play a big part in my life.ive alrdy lost one,i cant afford to lose another one,you feel me? just to let you know,you meant alot <3