SIGH.
grandpa passed on on 21/1/2012,11.02am in KTPH.
so sudden when hes alrdy getting better;
transferred from ICU to normal ward.
when he still can kiao ka,scratched his forehead etc.
sad that grandpa couldent hold on till after cny.
hope hes far better at somewhere else now.

i'll miss you grandpa.
im not allowed to go friend's house for 100days.
gonna miss out all the fun during cny,
ang bao collection,usuals gatherings,gamblings.
真的是一点也笑不出来.

GET WELL SOON GRANDPA ;(
just came back from visiting grandpa;
i was massaging his legs until half ;
when i saw my so called "cousin-in-law" teared.
then my eyes become teary too ;(
i can see how much pain grandpa is gg through...
i saw him frowning jus now and when i touched his bloated stomach;
i really feel like crying.....


grandpa,pull it throughhhhhh.
at least a last cny for you.
i know life's a torture for you now but you gotta know;
everyone is waiting for you to get well.
GOD BLESS.

REMINISCING.
many months have passed.
things blended,pain eased;
but those memories will never be forgotten.
just recently,your text came and flashbacks recalled.
suddenly got affected recalling the decision you have made.
one sentence that i'll never forget is....
"sorry,i just cant be there for you YET"
6years of friendship exchanged for such a sentence.
even if one day we were to bump into each other;
i guess we'll be strangers with memories.
all these while,no matter how much i wanted to drop you a text,
i always stop myself from doing that.we both shld move on.
with no grudges,but i truly hope your doing fine right now;
making sure that you wont regret the decision you have made.
because,time will never bring back all those wrong decisions.
perhaps,its a absolutely right decision for you.
想知道你现在过得好吗?
也许没有了我是种解脱.