SIGH.
grandpa passed on on 21/1/2012,11.02am in KTPH.
so sudden when hes alrdy getting better;
transferred from ICU to normal ward.
when he still can kiao ka,scratched his forehead etc.
sad that grandpa couldent hold on till after cny.
hope hes far better at somewhere else now.

i'll miss you grandpa.
im not allowed to go friend's house for 100days.
gonna miss out all the fun during cny,
ang bao collection,usuals gatherings,gamblings.
真的是一点也笑不出来.

GET WELL SOON GRANDPA ;(
just came back from visiting grandpa;
i was massaging his legs until half ;
when i saw my so called "cousin-in-law" teared.
then my eyes become teary too ;(
i can see how much pain grandpa is gg through...
i saw him frowning jus now and when i touched his bloated stomach;
i really feel like crying.....


grandpa,pull it throughhhhhh.
at least a last cny for you.
i know life's a torture for you now but you gotta know;
everyone is waiting for you to get well.
GOD BLESS.

REMINISCING.
many months have passed.
things blended,pain eased;
but those memories will never be forgotten.
just recently,your text came and flashbacks recalled.
suddenly got affected recalling the decision you have made.
one sentence that i'll never forget is....
"sorry,i just cant be there for you YET"
6years of friendship exchanged for such a sentence.
even if one day we were to bump into each other;
i guess we'll be strangers with memories.
all these while,no matter how much i wanted to drop you a text,
i always stop myself from doing that.we both shld move on.
with no grudges,but i truly hope your doing fine right now;
making sure that you wont regret the decision you have made.
because,time will never bring back all those wrong decisions.
perhaps,its a absolutely right decision for you.
想知道你现在过得好吗?
也许没有了我是种解脱.

UNDERWATER WORLD ;)
finally,a break after M9!!!
its been really long ever since i last enjoyed one full day!!
as planned,we headed to Underwater World!
so sad that we didnt get to watch the dolphin's show;
reason being? THEY NEED TO HAVE SEX DURING THIS PERIOD!
its so.....LMFAO.
however,still enjoy my day out with love.
my legs were really breaking at evening time;
i feel like im in heaven when i get to sit down!

we even get to feed the stingrays.
stupid stingray! makes me have phobia now manz.

an sleepy stingray.HAHAHAHAHA.



oh i forgot to mention!
we got this Manu couple tee and wore it out tgt!
no choice la since my boy is a Manu hardcore fan zZzzzzzz.
the next tee we'll get tgt will be Man city Away tee!! HAHAHA.
to conclude,i enjoyed the whole journey throughout.
thanks for every little thing.i appreciate it ALOTTTT.
love you! ;)

ADV XMAS XCHANGE! ;)
got this day planned long ago,
and even got saddist jun to fake an MC for work!!
i got my pressie way before the day on xchange!
so guess who got my present?
SADDIST JUNNNNN!! hahahhahaha.
be appreciative okayzxzxzxzx.
had steamboat,poker and back homeeeee.

as usual,i ended my day off with a smile to sleep!
we always have tons to update;
tons of jokes to crack;
tons of lameness to solve and laugh at!
they are the ones,whom i know i'll never lose.
no matter how tough my life gets;
they'll always be the one there for meeeeeeee.
idk how to describe the kind of closeness ive with them;
its like no matter how long we didnt meet or contact;
there wouldent be any distance AT ALL! ;)
they are the ones whom i do not need to do anything;
yet the friendship will remain as close <33

;)
vin: what you doing ah?
me: blog hopping lor!
vin: you got play blog one meh?
me: no ah.view view only.

hahahahaha.
privaccccccccccccyyyyyyyyyyyy.
dont wanna let him see the privacy space of mine!
find it if he can! hahahha.
thankyou for being who you are.
im being myself whenever im with you;
no actings or on show or anything!
a healthy r/s is being comfortable with the right one.
thanks for everything! <3

apologetic.
sometimes,i cant help but to blame myself for being selfish at times.
its like i know i shldent be doing this but i got no choice at all.
i mean,what can i do?
its problematic when im in sucha dilemma,
its wrong to do this and even more wrong to do that.
i wish,i can tell them my thoughts;
the reason why im being so selfish at times.
but if they were to know whats the reason,
they will yell all the vulgarities i ought to deserve.
deep down,im sorry guys ;(