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apologetic.
sometimes,i cant help but to blame myself for being selfish at times.
its like i know i shldent be doing this but i got no choice at all.
i mean,what can i do?
its problematic when im in sucha dilemma,
its wrong to do this and even more wrong to do that.
i wish,i can tell them my thoughts;
the reason why im being so selfish at times.
but if they were to know whats the reason,
they will yell all the vulgarities i ought to deserve.
deep down,im sorry guys ;(