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COLLAPSED.
i was fighting in a war during March 10th-13th.
everyday was a torture because i couldent even sit for 5mins!
i dont even got the chance to eat from 2nd day onwards!
every second i get to sit down was like WOW HEAVEN to me!!
the earliest i ate my lunch cum dinner was like 10pm?!
and now.....ive collapsed.fever came immediately after show!
sensed backache and headache when packing was done after show.
then came the shivering with jacket on in a non-air con room!! :(
could feel that im unfit for work tml but....idk if ray could take it?
SIGHHHH.I WANT TO REST SO BADLY :(
yearning for 21st to come! thats the day when im on leave!!!

and yes.learn to accept the unexpected.just like i couldent expect myself being insulted by a fucking stranger and with his offically gf raising her voice at me because of that fucker! yes,i will never ever swallow it down,i swear.....all the insultments,all the words ive gotten will always be rem in my heart.thats when the crack of our friendship started.dont say things didnt started because of that fucker because its him who started this fucking shits!!! pls,stay out of my life.i will be v thankful to you.all your lies and cooked up stories,i really must salute you.thanks for reminding me that you once told me that your the cause of everything,YES YOU ARE!!! fuck.fuck all the lies and the way how you sided him from the start.SO SORRY I COULDENT BE AS NOBLE AS YOU TO FORGIVE AND FORGET.if your fucker bf could still accept my apology after being slapped by me one day,then i could be magnanimous enough to forgive the both of you today.trust me,this friendship is beyond salvation.