apologetic.
sometimes,i cant help but to blame myself for being selfish at times.
its like i know i shldent be doing this but i got no choice at all.
i mean,what can i do?
its problematic when im in sucha dilemma,
its wrong to do this and even more wrong to do that.
i wish,i can tell them my thoughts;
the reason why im being so selfish at times.
but if they were to know whats the reason,
they will yell all the vulgarities i ought to deserve.
deep down,im sorry guys ;(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! ;)
happy birthday once again!!!
one more yr and your gg to be officially legal!!!
the key to freedom.HAHAHAHA.
i must really say life with you is really good and fun;
those fun and happy times tgt are really memorable.
eps when we both know we are true at all times!
thanks for being such a great friend all along.
loveeeeeeeeeyou! xoxo ;)

14th ;)

been coughing like a dog for 1 week!!
i was coughing when i visited the doc,
the cough came after i drank the medi,weird? YES SUPER!!!
been avoiding on those heaty food,chilled drinks;
but still my cough dont seem to get anywhere better.
i hope it will be fully recovered before the start of IT FAIR!!!
dont let my $38.50 goes wasted!
i wanna get well and eat lotsa of good food SOOOOOOOOOOON.

life has been good with all the true ones with me;
through thunder or storms;
whether rain or shine;
i know they will always be with me!
and of course my bf too ;)
im lucky that i met him.
he gives me something that no one could,thats Happiness.
happy 14th ;)

thankful.
im really thankful that those who ought to leave,they left.
im really lucky that those who ought to stay,they stayed.
they were the ones who went through the storms and rain with me,
they never fail to show me their words of comfort and love.
im blessed,im really do.

I FINALLY DID IT!!! ;)

i finally passed my damn first paper!!!

omfg,i did it!!! i did it!!!! like the 4th times!

i swear i never study so hard before,not even my Os!!

i didnt even tear when i failed my maths and sci;

but i teared when i failed my paper twice.

its really tedious,when ive to study after 9hrs of work,

seriously,now i finally feel the pain of those who half work/study.

i never thought i'll pass today's paper.

fyi,im not trying to hao lian but serious!!!!

it came out alot of ali baba ques,even calculation ques,for the v first time!!

i didnt even bring calculator! omg,i can only use mental calculation!

i dilly dally,check over and over again just to stall time.........

because im afraid to click submit!

the moment i saw the word "PASS" omg, ive never feel so happy before!!!!!

okay,done with my happiness.

next paper is on 22nd Nov with a new book of 17chaps.

im left with 3more days to rest and back to mugging period!

lastly,thanks to my bf who has always been with me!

he went to the temply early morn to pray for me;

yes its abit orh piang,but who the hell will be so nice like him.

i doubt i'll make such efforts for him.

he waited 2hrs for me till my paper is over;

and we went for an awesome movie "Real Steel"

YES,tonight is the best night ever since Oct!!!!!!!

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

p/s: iloveyou ;)

you and me.
i dont believe in forever;
but i hope,
we will be able to make it through!

thanks for being part of me♥♥

HOPEFULLY.
i failed consecutively 3times for my paper.
my next retake is on 18th oct.
LAST TRY!!!!! I WANNA MAKE IT LAST!!!!